To the Trespasser
by David Barber A quiet akin to ruins another contracted hillside, another split-level fretting the gloaming with its naked beams. The workmen have all gone home. The blueprints are curled in their tubes. The tape measure coils in its shell. And out he comes, like a storybook constable making the rounds. There, where the staircase stops short like a halting phrase, there, where a swallow circles and dips through the future picture window, he inspects the premises, he invites himself in. There he is now: the calculating smacks of a palm on the joints and rails, the faint clouds of whispered advice. For an hour he will own the place. His glasses will silver over as he sizes up the quadrant earmarked for the skylight. Back then, the houses went up in waves. He called on them all; he slipped through walls. Sometimes his son had to wait in the car. So I always know where I can place him when I want him at one with himself, at ease: there, in the mortgaged half-light; there, where pinches of vagrant sawdust can collect in his cuffs and every doorframe welcomes his sidelong blue shadow; anywhere his dimming form can drift at will from room to room while dinner's going cold- a perfect stranger, an auditioning ghost. |