Birds Again
by Jim Harrison A secret came a week ago though I already knew it just beyond the bruised lips of consciousness. The very alive souls of thirty-five hundred dead birds are harbored in my body. It's not uncomfortable. I'm only temporary habitat for these not-quite- weightless creatures. I offered a wordless invitation and now they're roosting within me, recalling how I had watched them at night in fall and spring passing across earth moons, little clouds of black confetti, chattering and singing on their way north or south. Now in my dreams I see from the air the rumpled green and beige, the watery face of earth as if they're carrying me rather than me carrying them. Next winter I'll release them near the estuary west of Alvarado and south of Veracruz. I can see them perching on undiscovered Olmec heads. We'll say goodbye and I'll return my dreams to earth. |