DESPONDENCY

    I have gone backward in the work； The labour has not sped； Drowsy and dark my spirit lies, Heavy and dull as lead.

    How can I rouse my sinking soul From such a lethargy？ How can I break these iron chains And set my spirit free？

    There have been times when I have mourned！ In anguish o'er the past, And raised my suppliant hands on high, While tears fell thick and fast；

    And prayed to have my sins forgiven, With such a fervent zeal, An earnest grief, a strong desire As now I cannot feel.

    And I have felt so full of love, So strong in spirit then, As if my heart would never cool, Or wander back again.

    And yet, alas！ how many times My feet have gone astray！ How oft have I forgot my God！ How greatly fallen away！

    My sins increase——my love grows cold, And Hope within me dies： Even Faith itself is wavering now； Oh, how shall I arise？

    I cannot weep, but I can pray, Then let me not despair： Lord Jesus, save me, lest I die！ Christ, hear my humble prayer！