Luing
by Don Paterson When the day comes, as the day surely must, when it is asked of you, and you refuse to take that lover's wound again, that cup of emptiness that is our one completion, I'd say go here, maybe, to our unsung innermost isle: Kilda's antithesis, yet still with its own tiny stubborn anthem, its yellow milkwort and its stunted kye. Leaving the motherland by a two-car raft, the littlest of the fleet, you cross the minch to find yourself, if anything, now deeper in her arms than ever - sharing her breath, watching the red vans sliding silently between her hills. In such intimate exile, who'd believe the burn behind the house the straitened ocean written on the map? Here, beside the fordable Atlantic, reborn into a secret candidacy, the fontanelles reopen one by one in the palms, then the breastbone and the brow, aching at the shearwater's wail, the rowan that falls beyond all seasons. One morning you hover on the threshold, knowing for certain the first touch of the light will finish you |