Heart
by Catherine Bowman Old fang-in-the-boot trick. Five-chambered asp. Pit organ and puff adder. Can live in any medium save ice. Charmed by the flute or the first thunderstorm in spring, drowsy heart stirs from the cistern, the hibernaculum, the wintering den of stars. Smells like the cucumber served chilled on chipped Blue Willow. Her garden of clings, sugars, snaps, and strings. Her creamy breasts we called pillows and her bird legs and fat fingers covered with diamonds from the mines in Africa. The smell of cucumber…… Her mystery roses…… Heading out Bandera to picnic and pick corn, the light so expert that for miles you can tell a turkey vulture from a hawk by the quiver in the wing. Born on April Fools', died on Ground Hog's, he pulls over not to piss but to blow away any diamondback unlucky enough to be on the road between San Antonio and Cotulla. Squinting from the back of the pickup into chrome and sun and shotgun confection, my five boy cousins who love me more than all of Texas and drink my spit from a bottle of Big Red on a regular basis know what the bejeweled and the gun-loading have long since forgotten. And that is: Snakes don't die. They just play dead. The heart exposed to so many scrapes, bruises, burns, and bites sheds its skin, sprouts wings and fl ies, becomes the two-for-one sparkler on the Fourth of July, becomes what's slung between azure and cornfield: the horizon. |