Fathers and Sons Patrick Lane I will walk across the long slow grass where the desert sun waits among the stones and reach down into the heavy earth and lift your body back into the day. My hands will swim down through the clay like white fish who wander(游荡,漫步) in the pools of underground caves and they will find you where you lie in the century of your sleep. My arms will be as huge as the roots of trees, my shoulders leaves, my hands as delicate(精美的,纤弱的) as the wings of fish in white water. When I find you I will lift you out into the sun and hold you the way a son must who is now as old as you were when you died. I will lift you in my arms and bear you back. My breath will blow away the earth from your eyes and my lips will touch your lips. They will say the years have been long. They will speak into your flesh the word love over and over, as if it was the first word of the whole earth. I will dance with you and you will be as a small child asleep in my arms as I say to the sun, bless this man who died. I will hold you then, your hurt mouth curled(卷曲,环绕) into my chest, and take your lost flesh into me, make of you myself, and when you are bone of my bone, and blood of my blood, I will walk you into the hills and sit alone with you and neither of us will be ashamed. My hand and your hand. I will take those two hands and hold them together, palm(手掌,棕榈树) against palm, and lift them and say, this is praise, this is the holding that is father and son. This I promise you as I wanted to have promised in the days of our silence, the nights of our sleeping. Wait for me. I am coming across the grass and through the stones. The eyes of the animals and birds are upon me. I am walking with my strength. See, I am almost there. If you listen you can hear me. My mouth is open and I am singing. |