Again Norman Dubie I’d left Paris for the beaches in Spain. I’d sold my dead father’s farm and, in shame, bought it back again at a great loss . . . then a plough(犁) found a shelf of bismuth(铋) and I sold just the north pasture(牧草) for big serial profits and I am ashamed again: the huge white bones of my father’s favorite cow exposed one late September morning! It’s always been potatoes and bread or millions of francs(法郎) on speculation. I am not stupid. I’m not dead. But the bones of an old cow assemble repeatedly now in a dream where my naked lame(跛足的) father sits in a tub of boiling milk and screams at me first my name and then his name which is the same name. The crimes of the verb to be pushing a hard rain in general across the city and its suburbs. . . . |