| 251Well, after you said it...
 252...I realized I was...
 253...scared.
 254What exactly scared you?
 255For weeks before the accident
 I was having the same...
 256...fantasy over and over again.
 257I even wrote about it.
 258The woman's driving in the car,
 the man's making her come.
 259She drives off the road,
 the man's killed.
 260I feel like maybe I made it all happen.
 261That's why I'm here.
 262Are you saying you'd like to
 go into treatment?
 263Yeah.
 264Well, I think that's a very good idea.
 265I wouldn't be able to treat you, but I'd
 be happy to refer you to a colleague.
 266Why can't you treat me?
 267It's not advisable for a doctor who's
 done a forensic evaluation...
 268...to then become that person's
 therapist.
 269Why not?
 270Therapy requires a great deal of trust,
 which is difficult for most people.
 271It's best to start with a clean slate.
 272You mean you don't trust me.
 273What I said about you at the hearing
 must have seemed very negative.
 274I'm sure you've got feelings about that.
 275I'd be happy referring you
 to another doctor.
 276This is Dr. Milena Gardosh.
 She has a clinic here in London.
 277You want to know the truth?
 278The reason I agreed to the evaluation
 was because I thought it would be fun.
 279I never...
 280I never talked to anyone who...
 281My patient's here.
 282What do I owe you?
 283You don't owe me anything.
 284But if you'd like to call Dr. Gardosh,
 I'm sure she can help you.
 285I don't shop around.
 286Like you said,
 trust is very hard to come by.
 287I was hoping I might find it with you.
 288Listen, why don't we
 schedule another meeting.
 289And then we can talk about this
 when we're not so rushed.
 290You look different today. More relaxed.
 291The more nervous I am,
 the more relaxed people think I am.
 292I wanted to talk about something you
 brought up last Wednesday.
 293You said before the accident...
 294...you had fantasies of sexual
 excitement and driving off the road.
 295Do you often have fantasies like that?
 296I have fantasies all the time.
 297Fantasies involving violence, death?
 298People die in my novels.
 299I have to think of new and interesting
 ways to kill them.
 300What happens when
 you don't take risks?
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