651 My god. We almost killed an innocent woman. 652 Like I said, I don't do refunds, 653 but if you'd like, 654 I'm willing to pay Mrs. Huber a visit. 655 No. Just keep the money. 656 This whole thing's been tearing me up -- 657 the nightmares, the guilt. 658 This isn't what Mary Alice would have wanted. 659 What would she have wanted? 660 Answers. 661 Hello, Mrs. Huber. 662 Paul. 663 Let me give you a hand. 664 That's really not necessary. 665 I insist. 666 Ants, huh? 667 Yes. I've had a little infestation problem. 668 I wanted to take care of it before I left on my trip. 669 Never had a problem with ants. 670 Mary Alice and I had these little black flies once. 671 Oh? 672 She was so funny about it. 673 She ran out and bought herself a can of poison something to spray them down, 674 so she's taking aim at one on the counter, and she just, 675 stops, puts the can down. 676 Couldn't do it. 677 She told me later it felt too personal. 678 She truly couldn't kill a fly. 679 That's how gentle she was. 680 Then you must have lived with quite a few flies. 681 I'm going to have to say good night to you now, Paul. 682 What are you doing here? 683 I want to know why. 684 I know you've got a lot of questions, 685 and I also know I don't want to lose you, 686 so ask me anything you want. 687 You just told me everything I need to know. 688 All right. 689 My idiot husband died and left me with a worthless pension. 690 I was desperate for money, 691 and it's better to take it from a bad person than a good one. 692 How was I supposed to know she'd shoot herself? 693 She was a good person. 694 A good person who leaves her child motherless? 695 Read the bible, Paul. Suicide's a big no-no. 696 Don't you feel any remorse what so ever? 697 Why should I? 698 Your wife didn't kill herself because I wrote a note. 699 She killed herself because of what she did to that poor baby. 700 But rest assured, 701 I'm praying for Mary Alice. 702 After what she did, she'll need all of our prayers. 703 There is a widely read book that tells us everyone is a sinner. 704 Of course, not everyone feels guilt over the bad things they do. 705 In contrast, there are those who assume more than their share of the blame. 706 There are others who soothe their consciences with small acts of kindness... 707 or by telling themselves their sins were justified. 708 Finally, there are the ones who simply vow to do better next time 709 and pray for forgiveness. 710 Sometimes their prayers are answered. |