Cycle of Sounds
by Susan Hahn Hickory, dickory, dock—— it began of course in the nursery. Mouth so safe——the tucked in repetitions that would make a child smile, absurd words—— how I loved the non- sense. The mouse ran up the clock. Then, the clock struck one. The chemotherapy is working. Her hair has not yet fallen to the dried out ground——just thins. I sit and listen as she retells her life's stories——hear only the fragile rhythms. The notes expand then stick together. The accordion of her years fans then shrinks to a small space. The music and the place will remain here after conversation is over. I run Down there every afternoon to check the minute and the hour hands, the drum and the pendulum, the weight—— to reverse the escapement. The mouse ran down, the mouse ran up. She's trapped inside the ticking clock, and I flail against the break- proof glass, not able to get her out. As ridiculous as it sounds hickory, dickory, dock |