The Not-Yet Child

    Why won't you make me now who wants a life

    Inside your life？

    I fear you as a thief

    Stealing about the orchards of my future，

    Green fruit glistening above a starving creature.

    To increase the coin buried inside yourself

    You need exchange it for an alien wealth.

    Wealth being you？ I need to spend my hoard

    On public conquests of a private world：

    Take drugs and chances， love recklessly， and build.

    I promise I'm your most famous bright adventure.

    My stanzas will collapse， mere rooms in nature. . . .

    I understand： you dwell on agony，

    But there you'll shape your strongest poem， me.

    Your cry will play the tune ending my work

    As health plays boss over the art I serve.

    Not always helpless， some day I'll help you，

    And you'll be grateful for what I give to you.

    Fever， high blood pressure， and sleeplessness？

    I've my beloved to cause me such distress，

    And in my distress I find again denial——

    If I'm the father how can I stay the child？

    Make me， and as your face grows old

    You'll find in my face your face taking hold.

    That's vanity you call posterity.

    Afraid the future bears what you want to see？

    Of what I could become but might not be.