The Good Gray Wolf
by Martha Collins Wanted that red, wanted everything tucked inside that red, that body, it seemed, turned inside out, that walking flower, petals furled, leaved by the trees by the forest path, the yellow basket marking the center—— wanted to raise that rose petal skin to my gray face, barely to brush that warmth with my cold nose, but I knew she'd cry for mercy, help, the mother who'd filled the basket that morning, Wolf, she'd cry, Wolf, and she'd be right, why should she try to see beyond the fur, the teeth, the cartoon tongue wet with anticipation? And so I hid behind a tree as she passed on the path, then ran, as you know, to her grandmother's house, but not as they say, I knocked and when she answered I asked politely for her advice. And then, I swear, she offered me tea, her bonnet, an extra gown, she gave me more than advice, she tucked me into a readied bed, she smoothed my rough fur, I felt light as a flower, myself, stamened and stemmed in her sweet sheets. Not ate her, you see, but rather became her, flannel chest for the red head, hood that hid the pearl that when I touched it flushed and shone. What big eyes! and she opened the cape, tongue, mouth to her mouth, and opened everything, I crooned, crawling inside, wolf to flower, gray to rose, grandmother into child again, howl to whisper, dagger to cloak, my mother father animal arms, disarmed by love, were all she ever dreamed of. |