The Grotto Fanny Howe Let's make believe we're lying together on our backs. The lumps(肿块) in the floor are dirt and grass and the blackbirds(画眉) tickle us with their claws until we chirp and laugh. This is fearlessness. The sky wears no bells, no paper hats but shawls crawl up the mountain rocks piece by piece, and even under night's weight we still are not afraid. The shawls are dragging themselves across the slate that soon will cover our feet. Black lace, black wool on the reeks(臭气,烟) . I am now upstairs and you are down in a white-washed cottage packed in salt and wind. The rooster's crow is not against the law. Pretend we stamp the sand onto the floor, then sweep away the crumbs and ticks. Seagulls dock on the windowsills and we spread the moon on a tablecloth. You sip cold water from a silver glass. I climb back upstairs with a hot water bag. Tomorrow I get everything we need. I mean today. I did. |