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301 ...and an end to all anger. 302 Please, God. 303 Amen. 304 I never knew what she wrote. 305 She. . . 306 . . .never came back from that day. 307 I dried her. I tried to keep her warm. 308 Took her to the hospital. 309 She never. . . . 310 She died three days later. 311 I keep thinking if she hadn't gone out that day-- 312 Garret, she knew. 313 She said it. 314 ''Not even a little death can knock down this house. '' She knew. 315 I want to. . . 316 . . .keep this. 317 I'm sorry. Would you rather be alone? 318 Has he called? 319 I left him a message, though. 320 I said I was sorry. 321 And I asked him to call. 322 Well, then, he will. 323 Lina, do you remember. . . 324 . . .what I was always complaining about? 325 All those times you let me cry on your shoulder about David. 326 Remember? 327 Honesty. Trust. 328 I was so scared. 329 I don't. . . . 330 I was falling in love with Garret and I. . . . 331 Half of my mind was saying, ''Tell him'' . . . 332 . . .and the other half was saying. . . 333 . . . ''Just wait. He's not going to understand. 334 Wait till the right moment. 335 Just wait till you have the right words. '' You know? 336 And I blew it. I just. . . 337 . . .killed it by being what I hate: 338 A liar. 339 You're not a liar. 340 But to him I am. 341 And I don't think he's ever going to be able to trust me now. 342 Don't you understand we all have our own little lies. . . 343 . . .and our little unspoken truths? 344 And you just have to have a little faith that he'll understand that. 345 I don't know. 346 I don't know if he can. 347 I saw his pain. He was holding her letter and he was reading it. 348 And there was just. . . 349 . . .so much pain and. . . . 350 He has so much love for her, you know? |
