351 So, what now ? 352 I don't know. 353 I really don't know. 354 You said you'd be right back. 355 I'm so sorry. 356 Me too. 357 Chuck ! 358 Chuck ! 359 Chuck ! 360 I always knew you were alive. 361 I knew it. 362 But everybody said I had to stop saying that-- 363 that I had to let you go. 364 I love you. 365 You're the love of my life. 366 I love you too, Kelly. 367 More than you'll ever know. 368 Chuck ? 369 You have to go home. 370 We both had done the math, and-- 371 Kelly added it all up. 372 She knew she had to let me go. 373 I added it up, knew that I'd-- 374 I'd lost her. 375 'Cause I was never gonna get off that island. 376 I was gonna die there, 377 totally alone. 378 I mean, I was gonna get sick or I was gonna get injured or something. 379 The only choice I had, 380 the only thing I could control... 381 was when and how... 382 and where that was gonna happen. 383 So... I made a rope. 384 And I went up to the summit to hang myself. 385 But I had to test it, you know ? 386 Of course. You know me. 387 And the weight of the log... 388 snapped the limb of the tree. 389 So I-I-- 390 I couldn't even kill myself the way I wanted to. 391 I had power over nothing. 392 And that's when this feeling came over me like a warm blanket. 393 I knew... 394 somehow... 395 that I had to stay alive. 396 Somehow. 397 I had to keep breathing, 398 even though there was no reason to hope. 399 And all my logic said that I would never see this place again. 400 So that's what I did. |